onsdag 27 augusti 2008

Last days of fun...

27/8.

Hey crackheads!

Gossip boy here, your one and only source into the scandalous life of a lowerclass brat on the south side.

So what's new? Oh yeah, summer's checking out, college is checking in, which means five years of intensive English teacher studies... It will be fun, I just don't know if I will be ready for it, a new challenge so to speak, a fresh start to the fall of '08.
Will it turn out as bad as last years studies when I actually thought I could manage psychology studies?
Hopefully not, but am I motivated? Hey, that's another matter. No, in fact, the other matter that matters me the most at the moment is a girl (suprised?) that I spent the whole weekend with, E, and she kind of changes perspectives for the future. Now, I don't want to take things for granted, knowing that this passion we share at the moment may not last forever, even I hope... Of course... But it sure looks good, that's something I can garantee myself and people around me... But yet again, things looks just similair to last year when I thought me and V was ment to be... And it wasn't... So, I want to believe but I just don't know if it's worth it... Yet... I like her, very much! And she seems to like me as well... God! I feel like a kid finding his first love... and it actually feels good! Like butterflies in my stomack... Mm... The Dan/Serena-scenario on Friday night sure was great, the late night hot chocolate at Café 60, the snuggle in Humlegården and the Dark Night at the movies the day after... I don't think I've ever spent this much time with a girl on a weekend without being together with her...
Should I take things for granted after all?

Tune of the day --> The moment I said it - Imogen Heap (try listening to it when you walk home in the dark when it's raining... really moody!)

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