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January 30th.

Hi everybody!

So we're back in business again, after a long time absence.
There are so many thoughts parading in "Lonely boy" s head at the moment, wanting to exploit themselves on display, but it seems hard enough dealing with them as it is.
At the same time certain things have changed in his life since walking in Seventh heaven with J away from reality, entering a new and exciting world of opportunities and hopes.

J is not sure of herself. "Lonely boy" wonders if she knows what everything means. To him.
To them. In the long run.
To be realistic, there hasn't been a "them", ever. But at the same time, it could've been something... something great... She is the type of girl one could show off to ones parents and be proud of having her as part of ones life. She is that type of girl. And it's hard Not to think of her.

Ok, no one has printed "The End" on "Lonely boy" s forehead, but a whole week without even consider calling her must have had some kind of affection to "Lonely boy".
And in fact, it has. Positively.
Somehow they belong to eachother, maybe just in "Lonely boy" s world, but there is something special about J that he can't let go off his mind... Somehow she shows herself as an illusion of something that could've been or something that still can be... He misses her. A lot.
It's just that... last date ended in melancholy shortly after "Lonely boy" had revealed his true feelings for J. That made him realize. "Take it easy". Which is why... J... "Lonely boy" s letting you breath. For a while. Until each of you are able of talking about eachother's true feelings.

In the meantime, "Lonely boy" lost his morality. Or has he?
S has entered. Is she here to stay?

Until then, XOXO, Gossip Boy!

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